well last night was horrible...you have no idea...and you really dont no matter who "you" are.

today was the first swim meet of the season. swam medley relay (free) uhh 100 back (1:21 was my time) 50 free (.31) and free relay (split was .32) not too bad. pretty fun...i dunno no one was there that i usually hang out with so i was a bit bored but i listened to music a lot of the time.

so. who nos what the night will bring.

edit------->to lena--i got the pics developed...hilarious show you them on monday

everything is going wrong. im such an idiot and i hate it.

wishing for better days................

well hello there. AHH i hate my mom beyond imagination. anyways. lena gave me a thought to ponder earlier but i HAVE pondered it and have come to a conclusion that i dont think shes right. but hey, ya never no? i dunno. i think most of my problems would go away if i didnt live here. but thats not gonna work out too well. so...im stuck here. and well it SUCKS. whatever. ill stop complaining.

soooooooo. tomorrow-school as usual. friday-new york trip! saturday-first swim meet!!!!!! so...next few days should be good. well...after tomorrow.

edit----->AHHH!!!!!!!! IM SOOOOO SCREWED!!!!!! SHIT....I WISH I COULD FIND OUT SOMEHOW.... (yea kristen is the only one who nos what im talking about)

today was ok. but in homeroom i SWEAR im gonna freak out at mrs ezra GOD i cant stand her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yea well BESIDES THE FACT...uhhh so yea last day of pickle ball sad sad tear tear but yea umm ryan owes me $5 hahahahahaha we beat his group go me, juli, amber and kelly whooo hoooooooo. and uhhhhhhhh....in science we were all saying "i have a big fat black cat in my pants" lol!!! hahahahahaha. and in math i sunk into an "emo" mood...but it was alright and we played green globs. bus ride home! best part of the day. cept devron kept poking my boobs! (no lie...) and we found out chris masterbaits hahaha. funny conversations there.

love and briscuit cookies,

nicole